Archive for December, 2006

sedih

Wednesday, December 13th, 2006

sedih….

i feel so down, yet i dont know why….

maybe i miss my home

maybe the two previous fu**ing finals didnt go so well

maybe i’m just plain bored, there’s so many things to see but all of them just seemed sooo…empty

maybe the lunch at the dining hall sucked baaadddly (this has nothing to do with the main topic. saja nak kutuk dining hall)

*sigh* all the maybes make me even sadder. (c. told u i like to complicate things than they already r.) dah la. tido lagi besh.

Not Worth Reading…..

Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

ok. so i am the kind of person who likes to complicate simple things. ok i get it. but isn’t that what a human does best? i mean, yeah we get something simple. n then, we think and anticipate too much of it, thus we kinda complicate the matter. n complicate it even more. n more. n more until we get tired of it. n then we whine to the people who are willing to listen to whatever crap that come out from our mouths. n then we write blogs about it, n explain how complex that thing is. n then we realize that that thing is not that complex after all. after that we feel stupid for a while. the last step? well, the last step would be we, go to sleep and eventually forget about it. 

but why do we always complicate things, when they aren’t meant to be complicated? maybe, just maybe, because of our perspectives that life is meant to be hard, so everything must be made as difficult as possible. we couldn’t believe our ears when people say how easy life can be, whereas it sometimes does. maybe, just maybe, we’re hoping that when we complicate things, we’ll get greater rewards afterwards. or maybe, it’s just the way we are….

dah confused? i guess its time to go to sleep then. *counting the flowers on my bedsheet* ZZZzzzZZZZzzz……..

InSomnia me.. ishh~

Saturday, December 2nd, 2006

it’s already 4am and im soooo *beep* tired. but i just cant keep my mind shut from all the thoughts that have been lingering in my head all day. am i thinking too much? maybe

if only i can close my eyes now, n smile in my sleep for those happy dreams. n yet here i am, staring at the laptop’s screen like a moron, while everybody else is sleeping (hell yeah, plus snoring too. hm. minah kantoiii). 

opps.. wut the hell is that noise? ishh. malam2 buta nih. serious aku da takut giler da nih… ok. that’s it. im going to hide under the comforter. takot seh.